Friday, April 29, 2011

LoveLace's Anatomy

Holy crack a mole... of course that makes no sense, but then again I just don't care...

Lovelace's Anatomy

If you know me, you know I love Grey's Anatomy! Holy crack a mole! Grey's Anatomy is the only medical drama that I enjoy watching (Ok ok Hawthorne is a close second...)

Now there are very few shows that make me emotional, but Grey's Anatomy has at times, made sit on the edge of my seat, throwing glass or plates at the person WHO DARES SPEAK!

It took me a while to find my favourite scenes, and then to make matters worse, I had a ass long debate with myself which one was the best...Personally I think the best scenes are the gut-wrenching full on emotion scenes (well duh...)

Anyways here are my top five

Taking the Fifth postion is:

Meredith bomb scene:




The reason this one made my top five, was Mer showed such great courage keep holding a live bomb inside a man, and then take it out... In the final moments of this clip, I never realised it but I wasn't breathing...

Number Four:

Dr Miranda Bailey , Dr Charles Percy and Mary get a visit from the crazy shooter Mr.Clark...



Bailey is by far my favourite character in GA... I felt a deep connection to the fear in Miranda Bailey's eye's...

Number 3:

Miranda, Mary and Charles, after the attack from Mr. Clark



This was a very difficult choice for me, (between who came second and who came third) Ultimately this one came third as the second one for me, was the best Cliffhanger I've ever seen in a drama series... Personally, I think this is Chandra Wilson's strongest scene in Grey's Anatomy history and in honesty, this episode was the best in the series, but its cliffhanger wasn't as strong as season 5's cliffy...

And the second place prize goes to :

Technically this clip has a whole bunch of scenes in it, but the two you should look out for are:

1) When Meredith realises that John Doe is fact our beloved Georgie poo (and my Grey's crush)
2) When Izzy in the prom dress she wore he night Denny passed away meets George outside the elevator in his military outfit he never got to wear... MAJOR TEAR JERKER FOR ALL GREY'S FANS!



And the number one Grey's Anatomy moment:

Pick me, choose me, love me...



Nuff said...

Mr Love lace out...

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Munchausen by proxy

Ok I may work in the health industry (believe it or not) but this has nothing to do with mental disease....

In fact this has got to do with a fictitious (at least that's what I believe to be the truth) all girl band that specialises in odd techno alien-ish music... which is oddly quite invigorating...

The group can be found in the movie "Yes Man"... the movie itself was a little on the slap stick side, which I hate but I did love this imaginary keytar playing band... In case you didn't know, the keytar is like a guitar, but with an electric piano attached to it... kinda like those kiddie toys...

Anyways the lyrics to the song are what caught my attention... They are so damn funny!!! and very honest...

Take a look here and see (or rather hear) what I mean:

Sweet ballad:




(My fav!) Uh Huh:



Mr Lovelace out...

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Do you really think you're going to heaven?

I was reading an interesting story about an HIV positive gay Christian man. But what interested me more were the comments. Click here if you wish to read the article or the comments.

Here were a few things that bother me:

1) I was expecting a lot more hate speech... either tolerance has increased our Health24 has a great subs... honestly I believe it to be the latter.

2) You never hear "gay and catholic..."

3) From what knowledge I've gathered from the Bible and the amount of church appearances I've made or actually paid attention in... God already knows your whole life, before you are born... What I also know is that God loves all his children... so why would God hate a man or women who is gay if he knew how their lives would turn out before their parents decided to procreate???

4) Also none of the ten commandments say: thou shall not seek affection from thy same gender...

5) I am quite familiar with the verses that say gays will never enter the kingdom of heaven... these are the verses the so-called Jesus freaks use as their shot gun blasts, well let me tell you something, did you know there's a verse in the bible (old testament not sure where though, but it's there) that says: (more or less) Anybody who calls another a fool will be condemned to hell...

6) Interestingly enough, the Bible is copyrighted, but not by the original writers... but by our modern translators... Are these translators trustworthy??? Only as trustworthy as a modern day priest...

7) The Bible doesn't explain the existence dinosaurs... yet the fossils are proof of there existence...

8) Do you give 10% of your salary to the church every month, or are you the kind who saves up the odd 20c here and there and expect that to be enough... be honest now... God knows what you offered... no point in lying... 

9) Do you really think you're going to heaven??? Is it possible for you keep repenting... and expect to go to heaven... you do know that the entire Bible is rule book, not a story book, not a self help book, not a intervention.... its a rule book plain and simple...

From what I gather, women aren't supposed to cut their hair (did you repent for that?), aren't supposed to wear men's clothes, like jeans or any pant (did you repent for that?) and shouldn't mix their fabrics (did you repent for that?)

Suicide is mortal sin, right? Well did you know that smoking a form of suicide? So no matter if your a quitter, yo ass is gonna burn in Hell! (Feeling the hate you give gays??? If you're gonna give it, be prepared to take it!)

Being lazy is a sin no??? Well all you drivers, who are so freaking lazy to walk to work, you'd better pray for forgiveness every night and every morning so you don't go to a little place I hear so often as Satan personal torture chamber : HELL...

Greed is a sin right... ok so all rich and fat people who like to eat no matter how religious they are, are going to hell...

Gossip... hope you repented last night, actually I hope you repented right this minute, because I'm pretty sure you gossiped about someone at work today...

The list goes on... if me being gay is sending me to hell, don't think that you being straight is a get out hell free card...

One more thing to add: Go fuck yourself

Mr Lovelace out...

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Affirmations

Last week I got this book about affirmations... I immediately shot through the book...

By nature, I'm a very pessimistic person, ironically, I'm a very happy, bubbly person too... but usually never optimistic... especially when it comes to love...

If you've read some of my older stuff you have noticed, I've never been in love before... and its the one thing I want and wish for, every living moment of my life...

The advice many people have given me is:

1) Find what you like and find out more about yourself... well I know what I like... so does that mean I should get a boyfriend sometime between now and in 5 minutes?

2) Stop looking for love and don't expect love... HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT TO SOMEONE WHO IS WILLING TO GIVE EVERYTHING THEY OWN AWAY FOR IT??? Have you no shame???

3) Go out and meet people: I agree with this one, the problem is, most gays at clubs, only want to hook up. besides I hate clubbing and bar hopping that's not me... (note the first point) so should I not be me to find a partner???

Anyways getting back to the original topic, I went through the affirmations book learning more about positive thinking and having a positive attitude. About loving myself and the people around me... I can't say that I don't love myself, but I definitely say that I don't hate myself like I used to... I'm beginning to take some responsibility for my own self hatred... I kept school bullies and the endless pranks people played at my expense...

I'm also trying to get out of the hateful ways I have towards people who don't appreciate their lovers... I used to think they didn't deserve them and that Karma or fate or cupid even God made a mistake in giving them love and left someone like me, (someone who would appreciate love) lonely no matter how hard I prayed to find someone to love...

I often think God is punishing me... I still do to be honest... either that or he's expecting me to magically turn straight and fall in love with a woman...

So I've been writing and saying affirmations since last week, and still praying to God...

The affirmation I've been using all day is this:

I deserve love and I get it in abundance.

I've already written it 100 times which is far more than the required amount I might add... but the more you write it, the stronger it will be...

I truly believe that this will help me find love... I just need to keep on believing in both the affirmations and that God really isn't trying to emotionally traumatise me into heterosexuality...

Mr. Lovelace out...

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

The most beautiful man I've ever seen

Note: I don't have a picture of him... but trying real hard to take one LOLz!

I've been taking the 16.20pm bus from Cape Town to Richwood every day for the last two and a half years...

I know almost everyone on the bus... I know who the regulars are, the people who come on every now and then, the completely new people and the one timers (people whom I'll never see again)...

A few months ago, out of the middle of nowhere, this amazingly beautiful man hops on the bus... I know nothing about this man... all I know, is that he gets off at the last stop in Bothasig when taking the 16.20pm bus from Cape Town to Richwood or he gets off at the police station when taking the 16.30pm, 16.45pm or the 17.00pm  from Cape Town to Richwood buses...

I've never crushed on this guy, mainly because I knew nothing about him other than his exit times and his incredibly good looks... What I do know is that I don't see him on a regular basis... I suppose his working hours differ from day to day...

I can't even begin to describe this man... His looks are beyond divine, the kind of beauty that no fairy tale can explain... You can take all the fairy tale princes, put them all into one man and he will still be better looking...

The best thing about this mans beauty, is probably the fact that he doesn't know just how beautiful he really is...

Now, I know people have different tastes when it comes to looks, but there is no denying the looks about this man...

I'm not the kind of person who goes for looks, substance is what I need. A good friend told me this : "looks brings upon attraction but conversation brings love". I've never forgotten those words, not that I needed them in the first place... 

About three weeks ago I sat on the bus watching this man type on his blackberry... I studied his face, body, hands, posture, hair, I studied him like he was a piece of art, the most rare, exquisite piece of art procreation has ever created... everything on him, even the things that looked ugly like pimples, they only added beauty to him... the way his hair moved, the way his arm hairs curved, his deep dark eyes, dark hair, firm hands and gentle demeanour...

When you look at a man like him, you instantly get the feeling: he's out of my league...

And for the most part, he is, and here's why: you want someone like him to be with someone equally as beautiful as he is...

I don't know his sexual preference, but that doesn't deflect the fact that I like to look at him...

Just to tell that I am not half as shallow as this blog post makes me sound, a friend and I were discussing this bus guy whom we have dubbed "Jamie"... and my HUGE MASSIVE INCREDIBLE INSANE UNREQUITED LOVE for this other guy whom we know as "the view"... (whom I've written many poems about...) luckily my friend saw Jamie at the shop...  she and many other people are dying to know why I am so in love with "the view"... and in comparison, she thinks Jamie is way better looking and much neater looking than "the view"...

Well at least I can say I'm slowly getting over the view... But more importantly, I don't know if I will ever gather the courage to sit next to Jamie and say "Hi"...

Lovelace out...