Wednesday, March 30, 2011

I walk on

The beige envelope with invitation,
the start of my nightmare
All us friends we shall go
To the hill shall we go?

The hill of love,
for those with companion
The hill of life,
for those who can embrace

The hill of hell,
for those without pair
The hill of torture,
for those who cannot share

I reply: With great reluctance I shall tread,
this godforsaken land of dread
Treat me right or I’ll be gone
No more I to pity on.

Although with friends,
I stand alone
The friends with flesh,
Yet I, a bone

Left abandoned,
 I walk on
To see the valley
Of the far beyond

Up the hill I hike,
The cliff my journey’s end
Up this broken pigeon goes,
Ignored by all the beloved peacocks

I arrive at my destination
On the edge I can see
All that is, and all that won’t be
All that I see, is an ocean of me

My life a sea, my waves of grief
My tears crashing rapidly
My torrents of despair
And the tide of a broken soul

No fish swimming,
Not worth living
Everyone ignorant to my fate
Off the cliff the decision I make

I feel free, I feel free
Falling is my destiny
Although I see
My ocean of me
I’m glad to no longer be

My fate disrupted by a cat,
The cat whose always got my back
Just two seconds my end so near
Better feed you, Irene my dear

Awake I walk down the street
Just to find a kitty treat

I look left and all I see,
A handsome couple under a tree
I look right to ignore,
Yet I see a gun store

In there lies my fate
That .45 a tempting bait
I won’t accept that ugly fact
‘cause there’s no one to look after precious my cat

I smile, I walk
I ignore
I walk on, I walk on
I walk on, I walk on

Lovelace out...

1 comment:

  1. Oi my friend told me about this poem and it is a lot like me kind of... you see i used to have cancer and i met this guy and we became boy friend and girl friend and all that shit but anyways... this bitch at my school that made fun of him because he was emo. He wanted to kill him self so much but he said he would wait until the cancer well i guess you could say took my life. But he couldnt take it and killed him self which was also the day the cancer was gone. I kept thinking to myself i need to die. And then i realized im not the one that needs to die its the bitch. So i put her in the hospital. I wont say how but ya. Thats my story.

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